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The City Is Inside Yourself

by The Needs

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1.
When the priest died In Pagosa Springs They were alright Had a resurrection party And cop tried To revive the body But, oh, he lost his job because It was dead already And died in the sweet summer moonlight When the priest lied He told everybody He’d survive No plan B or will or nothing And Pam tried Dave tried And Bobby But, oh, they lost it all Because that’s just a dead body It died in the sweet summer moonlight In the eyes it is alright When the priest died In Pagosa Springs They were alright Had a resurrection party And cop tried To revive the body But, oh, he lost his job because It was dead already It died in the sweet summer moonlight In the eyes it is alright In the sweet summer moonlight In the eyes it is alright And he died in the eyes of an old light In the eyes it is alright In the sweet summer moonlight In the eyes it is alright
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Bus 03:39
It’s my fate to be hit by a bus In the dark with my headphones on Trudging through slush, Brisk on my tongue Thinking to myself maybe “what the fuck” ...But it tastes so good so why the cussing? Four homes for every homeless one As a hundred empty boxes scrape the sun Most of us can’t afford a crown (don’t need gold, just porcelain) Meanwhile we’re all stuck working pointless jobs ....But they pay 15 so why the fussing? Israel is drenched in Palestine’s blood Boogeymen trade Torah for Quran But now I’m stuck paying for Saudi bombs (don’t need gold, just porcelain) Most of the time I can’t keep up…. Oh let go, be cool (it’s alright) Talk to someone new (there’s something you can find) Let the party be (it’s their night) We’re all safe you’ll see But even with beer there’s grief He’s at Lockheed It’s all in your mind (that’s the fool) Breathe it out, you’re fine (to someone else, you’re new) Stop and feed the geese (a different truth) Where the men with nothing sleep I’ll be right and free on a good beach Just as long as they don’t ask for money
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You want to record And you want to ignore What’s outside your door Asleep in the street You just want to work Not become a Young Turk Just go out and get turnt Sleep in Egyptian sheets You don’t want your job To be part of the problem Make it separate from you Yeah, you’re still feelin’ good So stay home and record And just try to ignore it You try to ignore it But you see it every day You want to escape From the prisons we make To your private prop lake You deserve it, don’t you? You put in your time You put up a good fight ’Til you made 29 Now you’re practically 30 Now you’re practically dead Still the problem’s too big So you might as well quit I mean, it’s your life you live But the state of it worsens And the world keeps on burning And you try to ignore it But you see it every day Do you see it in your dreams? It’s even woven into sheets Yeah, does it help to look away? Or do the Turks get better sleep? Do you see it in your dreams? It’s even worked into the sheets Yeah does it help to look away? Now the streets full of trash And a person is asking For enough to get home But they’re all on their phones And they’re all getting paid Just to dig their own grave And there’s nothing to say But you just see it every day Yeah, but there’s another grave Being dug behind the scenes History made the shovel, dig 30 or not, you can begin What’s giving rise to all that pain Does contradict itself so sweet The new world that lays in wait Ready or not, it’s got to be Yeah, but there’s another grave Being dug behind the scenes History made the shovel, dig 30 or not, it’s got to be Yeah but there’s another grave Being dug behind the scenes History made the shovel, ...now dig
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Dialectics 03:58
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Still Time 04:37
You and I, walking under street lamps Across a bridge, no plan’s a nice plan I left my phone back on the nightstand And you’re getting kind of antsy But no, it’s alright! Then we walked until our feet swelled And then sirens of the street fell Into silence, and the sweet smell Of honeysuckle and a fire pit Filled up the night There was a time when this was pure good Before we cared, before we understood About the blindfold of our childhood Now we can’t escape the world So now police have put up spotlights To keep us safe from what’s inside of us From all the ugly of the nighttime It’s up to us to look within And then put up a fight Before the being of my soul tears And I’ve got nothing good left to share Death is a mask that I just won’t wear Yeah, we’re nowhere close to being there There, there Yeah just don’t worry When you give all your light It returns, it’s alright Let it go, make it bright Nothing can ever fully stomp that spark out
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Stone 04:32
There is a stone Fair, idle, and old Poring through old volumes now to find it Oh, no words are even coming close But Jess, she has a smile that could save us Living in me, just a shred of hope That’s a stone There is a stone Fair, idle, and old The smile may change but always makes a reason Pity, that’s a brittle kind of stone Could it be the visceral precedes it? Careful Jess, your laugh may change us all That’s a stone
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The transgressions built into suburbia cannot hold you forever You are bound By forces outside yourself or your own internal entropy to leave In search of life inside the cities and even find it in a job or maybe not And think your awful boss an evil god or 180 and become a cop and shock the mob And in the darkest days you're quick to think there is no good inside the city until it is found The city is inside yourself and through its dark maze you are bound You are bound By friends and family, jobs, and relationships You are bound to stay In a life that seems worth living You cannot give it up Or maybe not? What would it take for you to drop everything And devote yourself to the necessary fight It’s not just your loved ones holding you back You must admit, you fear on your own And for the city inside yourself Through its dark maze you are bound You are bound Some sons and daughters of bankers in America are dreaming of worlds without ‘em Heads in clouds With no plan to make themselves, it's their own eternal day to dream with ease As the workers toil to build the cities At least I put them in a song Oh god, we’re fucked We need a lot more than a song, if not you can bet we’re out of luck You look at all the fighters of the past How did they escape their selfish fetters Didn’t Rosa dread to read? Would Marx have idled on his phone? Oh god, we’re fucked We’ll need a lot more than a song if not You can bet we’re out of luck The dialectics drawn out of your urbias cannot confuse you forever You are bound To someday confront yourself and give up on always inventing these critiques As deflections from a realer meaning The kinds you knew but soon forgot from suburban plots Yeah, but then you were young and now you're not and the world is full of cops All is rotten Or maybe that's just how it's always been There is no good inside the city and nor in our towns But it is inside yourself and through its dark maze you are bound You are bound By friends and family, jobs, and relationships You are bound to stay Until you see your fucked up fantasy Of losing everyone you think you need Don’t be so shocked when it does come true The world is full of cops All is rotten Maybe that’s just how it always went Nobody wants to be a martyr Until they lose their chains But for now it’s inside yourself And through its dark maze you are bound You are bound

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Songs from back when we were all in the city ourselves, together. From four years of dark days, light nights, psychiatric wards, and Marxist reading groups. If it had to boil down to one theme, it seems to be about those things that we just can’t ignore - and there are a lot of them. Captured just in the nick of time before a mini Needs diaspora.

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released April 17, 2020

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